Photo Diary | First Virtual Photoshoot: Result & Reflection Behind
- aninflorentia
- May 13, 2020
- 1 min read
Updated: Jun 1, 2020
Being in the lockdown situation has forced us to think creatively and effort-ly.
I know you agree with me now that we have to create a scene while we were used of being in the scene. So much effort and demand to bring the inner creative soul out.
Back to the #virtualphotoshoot… I just wanna share the results and express my gratitude to the photographer. I was in the state of feeling lifeless and meaningless for months (perhaps because of the indefinite #wfh situation in which I don’t have any work). In fact this is the first portrait of me that was taken and shared in 2020. I was SO not wanting to show my lame self out for many reasons.
But this session that we had earlier this month, brought me joy… I see my old self: blue eyed, confident and catchy as always; captured perfectly imperfect in many of these shots.
I never thought that my little room could be worthy of a photoshoot, and my lounge wear could be this simply pleasing. But moreover, I never expected that this could be this good, that I am this good… Not to the extent of the level of a cover model, but enough to remind me who and what I used to be. The blue eyed, confident and catchy me…

And as I sense myself losing it, I should tryna bring it back, aren’t I?
Photographed by Adrianus Ardya
Timika, Indonesia. 05.05.2020
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